It’s been too long since I have sit down to write, and I’ve really missed it. I’m sorry for my absence, but we’ve been going through a lot in the season we are currently in. I went back and forth on sharing it. Is it worth sharing, because opening up can open up wombs we thought were closing up. Will anyone care or will they think I’m sitting here feeling sorry for myself? Am I even “faithful” enough or a “holy” enough of a christian to share my thoughts? These are the crippling thoughts that have kept me from writing this post or really any post on this blog. I write on another blog where I review books and I felt like I could continue to write on that blog, but my heart hasn’t been into it. I think it’s because my heart is yearning to write here. Yet I’ve let fear cripple me and I’ve hidden and buried my want to write and create.
I don’t have to be perfect to share my thoughts and love for God. It’s freeing to come to that realization. I won’t pretend to have it all figured out, but I know who does. I want to share my faith and my daily life on this blog, and I feel God pushing me to grab my fear and insecurities and pass them on to him. I want to write about his love and my struggles, my happiness, and joy all in the same blog. I want to pray for you and have you pray for me. So this is my long winded way of saying I’m back and I’m here to stay. This blog is my outlet, and a way to share his love and hope. To share his beauty in the mundane of every day things, the simple joys, and even opening up about hard seasons. My blog won’t fit in a pretty little box or category and I’m okay with that.
I’m excited to get back to it, and I’ve already written multiple posts for this week! If you have any requests please leave them in the comments. Again I am sorry for my absence and I have a post coming tomorrow to explain the season I am in and why I took a break from blogging.
I hope you will continue to follow along with me on this journey!